Here I am. Writing the first post to a blog chronicling the events of this great adventure of the mission I am about to go on. I have T-minus: 6 days until I report to the Missionary Training Center, and I am so excited!! Many people and events have brought me to this point in my life, and I want to share a just a little bit of my journey.
I am not one of those people who has always wanted to serve a mission. In fact, until the LDS missionary age change a few years ago, I didn't really consider it a possibility. Even after the announcement, though, serving a mission still didn't seem like my cup of tea. Here I will have to give to credit to my wonderful older sister, who faithfully and valiantly served her mission and showed me what sister missionaries actually do and the great blessings a mission can bring to the missionary, her family, and most importantly, the people she helps teach. When I saw the joy that came into her life as she served the Lord and the light that she helped bring into other peoples' lives, I began to realize that I wanted that for myself.
When it came time for me to start filling out the paperwork, though, I still wasn't sure if a mission was the right thing for me pursue. I knew that I wanted to go, but I didn't yet know if a mission was part of God's plan for me--and I wanted to know without a doubt that this was what Heavenly Father wanted me to do. But as I prayed to know if I should go or not, I soon came to feel like the heavens weren't listening. For weeks I continued to pray, and I didn't understand why I was not being given an answer to my sincere question. Finally, I decided to move forward, submit my application, and trust that I would later receive a confirmation, or that things just wouldn't work out if it wasn't right for me. I think that this act of faith was crucial for me to receiving my answer, and the confirmation has come, time and time again! Throughout these last few months, I have received countless moments of peace, love, and confidence from the Lord as I have prepared to serve a mission. I know, without a doubt, that I have been called by the Lord to teach and serve the people of West Virginia.
And so here I am, pumped and ready to go! I can hardly wait to leave, and even though it will be hard to leave my family, friends, and life behind, I know that I will return a better woman. I look forward to the day when I will be able to see and talk with all you again, and write me until then!!
Hello Hannah,
ReplyDeleteI am so excited for you. Thank you for sharing your experience about your decision to go on a mission and the confirmation you have recieved. I am looking forward to reading about your mission. You're an amazing young woman. Wish you the Best:-) Aunt Paula